Scorpios, do you feel kind of screwed because of your sun sign? That you can't help but be vindictive, jeal..?

well, i'm not an "actual" Scorpio, but i'm a Scorpio RISING, which means i tend to appear like the way you described......people often think i'm a bit bipolar, i seem to confuse not only my friends, but everyone around me aswell, i'm going through CBT at the moment, and it isn't doing much for me. i suffer from extreme Anxiety, meaning i instantly feel intense and "trapped" almost everywhere i go, i have to escape...until i found out what rising signs mean, and looked further into my Scorpio rising, i just couldn't understand why, but now i seem to have figured it out thanks to astrology, what the best thing would be right now is to find out how to physically COPE with my Scorpio rising!